Like The Consequences? There's More To Come...

Hi, Bastard still reading my blog or should I say, still monitoring my blog? Who was the one who called me "a low life piece of fat shit" again, look into a mirror (which by the way is your favourite past time). I'm still editing the videos which is going slow... Meanwhile I'm getting so many comments so here they are as I think the commentors will probably like to see their words documented here. It's gonna be a short one as: Hey! Today's Sunday!

Everyone's calling you a two-timing bastard. People are disgusted that you turn out to be so ungrateful  for making use of a woman and dumping her immediately after getting your first real pay check, agreeing to how good a false "Mr-Good-Guy" front you use in the face of everyone. There's too many I can't write each & everyone of them, but well, but think nobody knows of your doings. Everyone say "Let's see how long he can stay happy." It's sad, nobody's wishing you a bit of happiness, they said you brought it upon yourself.

Also, everyone's saying that your are a complete Selfishly Self-Centered Bastard & Totally Immature and Petty for someone aged 26. Then funniest one belongs to this person: "His such a Vain Pot, but really his hair...can't tell him directly it's ugly because he'll get offended..." See, people know you are petty for a man and finally people are confessing that they notice about the "I-must-see-my-own-beautiful-reflection" syndrome you have. 

I'm having such a great time agreeing with everyone (even to the extending of realising "why was I so blind), I'm sure you'll hit the highest roof you can find if I tell you who "everyone" is made of... I'm really laughing my socks off, you ARE really a pathetic loser. Just for the fun, let me type in capital, LOSER in denial. 

Why Are You Checking My Blog, Bastard?

Afraid I'll lay out your dirty deeds one by one and that your new lovely little girlfriend reads them? Maybe even your darling sister is reading as well. You have the guts to be such a bastard, then have the guts to take the consequence alright.

Let me consider if I what I want to post here, your photos or our videos or details of how you failed badly as a boyfriend since you are so concerned about how people see you as a person. Please don't get offended and point that accusing finger at me as always (when it's your own issue), if you've never done it in the first place, how can I have any content to write about. However, for some reason, I may just let it go. Let me consider.

P/s: For god sake, everyone's laughing at your horrendous new hair color, who are you trying to impress...

A Great Night For A Walk

I'm going for a walk around my neighbourhood after my show at 8.30pm as the weather's wonderful. Which direction should I head tonight...I hope it will not rain on me. Pray for me.

Added Note:

I'm back from my walk and cooling down. It did not rain, I'm grateful but the breeze stopped & made it a humid night. The walk was mundane until I bumped into a friend that I lost contact with for many years. He's an air steward, who happen to stay around my place, and just came back after a long haul flight. Despite of that he offered to run back to change & came back to take my night walk with me, just to do a little catching up. Nice coincidence, but well... my mind was all occupied by other thoughts.

I'll write another blog entry later tonight for the continuation of my previous entry, then meditate before sleeping. Thank you for reading because I know you are always reading.

A Special Place Of Mine

It reminds me of place I've been before last year, it was so beautiful.

So Breathtaking...

I almost felt I'm there.

Good night baby...

It's Finally Over...

A Very Cool Cat

This is my neighbourhood buddy for the past few weeks, it always happen to be around when I end my day with a well-deserved break and I'll normally use that time to reflect on the day that passed. This cat is no little kitty, it appears well-fed & groomed as well. Our first meeting. You know sometimes that you just sit alone & feel something's missing, that was how I felt when Cool cat sashayed steadily right to where I was sitting, hopped into the seat & sat beside me as if it was doing that all his life. It just sat there & looked at me & brought a smile on my face. It made me feel human, that I'm not detestable (Weird thought but ya..). Cool cat has this "whatever-I-don't-care" look, maybe it's just born this way. I really envy Cool cat.
Some nights it'll get so irritated by my fumes that it will jump up & perch on the back rest of the seat (so it does get irritated, lol) but it'll just stay there until I'm ready to leave for the night.
I'm quite in love with Cool cat but I guess it's someone's darling so I'll be contented with it's nightly company. However something happened today and after some quiet consideration, I think I should not visit that spot too often & find another spot to take my breaks ( I wonder if I'm strong enough to do that)... Damn, I'll miss you Mr Cool cat.

Will you visit me if I manage to find a new spot?

Cool cat: "Hmm, let me think about it first..."